I know, it hasn't even been twenty-four hours and I'm already writing again. But I told myself that this summer, I would take chances. And well, I'm trying. In the past twelve hours, I have managed to have a pretty gnarly (I don't know how to spell) breakdown. Life is throwing punches and the internal effects are just starting to kick in. Recently, I have just felt so stuck in life, and I have no idea how to get out. When presented during my breakdown in thinking about the future, I honest to whatever higher being(s) out there, nothing had come to mind. It scared me beyond oblivion. For someone whose always had an idea what their life would be like in the future, and their main peeve is being in control, this scares me shitless. I'm so lost, but I'm not even sure if there's a key anymore.
Well anyways, that's it for now.
Until next time,
A hopeless/ful stranger
4:44pm
6/7/2022
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