Hello everyone, specifically me. Life is kind of weird right now. I wouldn't classify myself as depressed, but rather as uninspired. Devoid of motion and motivation. It's weird because I really am not used to this feeling. I know what depression feels like, and I mean I know it all too well. It's just that I don't feel it's that, nor do I feel that overwhelming sense of disassociation which I seem to have become partners with for the past year. I'm kind of just stuck. And that opens a whole can of worms of 'how do I get out?'
I've been stuck with this feeling for the past two and a half weeks now. So, it's time to take to the streets (not literally), but to try some old (and new) things to establish some healthy habits. This is 100% guaranteed to not work the first few times because I know myself, but the biggest goal is to work on self-discipline. Something that I've been speaking on for the past few posts.
I'll make sure to keep updating in the coming days on this. So, in usual fashion...
Until next time,
a hopeful/less stranger
9:56pm
07/18/2022
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