Just a preface, I currently have fake nails on, so this post might be a little short. I absolutely despise typing with fake nails, but anyways. Moving on.
Aggravation. This pure anger that I have... but at myself. The lack of self-discipline that I possess. It's infuriating because I have set no boundaries by myself and for myself. So, when I constantly break nothing, I have nothing to be mad about. But I am mad, but not only am I mad, I'm disappointed. I am constantly screwing myself over because I have no rules for myself, and it's ridiculous.
I'm done. I'm done letting others walk over me and most importantly, me walking over myself. I grew up having so many rules to be surrounded by that when I finally got older, I got rid of the rules to feel "freedom." But the problem was, I never felt free. I just felt unstable and unhinged.
It's time to hold myself accountable.
Until next time,
a hopeful stranger <3
3:20pm
6/17/2022
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