A Seedling

This is my first ever blog post. Well, I mean no shit, everyone knows that already. I've been wanting to write a blog for many years of my life, but it took until I had nothing left in me to give myself a new purpose. I expect nothing to come of this, but I hope that whoever reads this, I can at least help them feel heard and maybe make my life seem interesting enough to read.

Well, as I am seedling, I guess I'll tell the basics about myself and what I plan to share here. I am 16, turning 17 in July (cancer baby right here). I will be a senior and it scares me beyond belief. How life has passed by so fast, yet so slow at the same time. But we'll disregard that for now. I absolutely love writing and will be sharing some of my works on here :). Which leads us to my reason to starting this all.

For as long as I can remember, I've always wanted to share thoughts and lessons of my life. As a little kid, I used to make videos showing my life and the stupid things that consumed it at that moment. I constantly craved for that feeling of being heard and for others to feel that as well. At the time, I had no clue of what was in store for me. The issues I've gone through, the grieving of someone who's still here, and the loss of having a will to keep going. I've learned so much because in many moments, that's all I could do. "Keep pushing, keep going. It will get better," is what I kept telling myself to provide this hope for what? To be honest, I still don't know what the hope I keep in my heart is for, but I'm trying to convince myself that what others have told me is true, "that I'm going to do great things in life."

So, I might as well start here. For I am seedling, and this is the journey of me growing into whatever I want :) I hope you stick around to see <3

Until next time,

A hopeful/less stranger

10:52pm

6/6/2022